I feel terrible. My two best friends just broke up and I sort of facilitated it. I mean I know it’s not my doing…it needed to happen. But I can’t help but feel like I hurt both of them by supporting the decision and urging her to do it. They’re both so completely broken and falling apart and there’s really nothing I can do about it from here since they’re both so far away. I just wish I could hop on a plane or even in a car and be there for them, but 1. that’s not possible since they’re in different places and 2. I can’t leave right now (not that I haven’t seriously considered it).
This breaks my heart so freaking much. I just want to give them hugs. Ugh I feel so terrible.